[align=center][b][color=pink]April 5, 2010 Monday Dear Diary, I'm glad that I'm still alive, because I thought my life was nonsense because I think no one loves me. No one who cares. But I forced myself just to move on and on. But sometimes I can't. No one knows how I feel. And I don't want to tell it to my parents and friends because I think they don't understand what I feel because they know that I'm always happy. I'm always smiling, so they think I'm just joking and making stories. I can't take it anymore. I'm wasting my time here at FTalk just to forget what I feel but later on, I can still remember it Maybe no one can make me happy though all my friends and family are here. Seven days to go before my cousins and grandmother will go here in Manila. I think they will notice what I feel and they will ask me. And they will ask me again and again that maybe I have a boyfriend But I don't have that yet. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid that someday no on can understand me anymore. BUt I will try to move though I can't. Today's our vacation, and my mom don't know yet where will we go. And I don't know why vacation is their problem. My mom and dad want to go to Hongkong maybe next month, becuase they want to enjoy their vacation but I'm not going there. Because they told me that I don't have passport Don't you think that's funny? huh ! Maybe this year is not good for me. It's worst I think Now I know that life is HARD and you should move on wheter you like it or not But if more worse happening will come... DUH ! I won't move on. L O V E ♥ Z E L L E [/align][/b][/color]

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