DD I was dreaming about bleach. It was crazy. But whatever. Today I started working on my summer reading project - yeah, haven't started on that one. I thought I had the right book - I even spend 2 weeks just to finish it, but it was the wrong one. I am so upset. I looked it up on our school's website & my heart was torn into pieces. I have to rush again and read another book for it. moreover, we need to read two books. ;_____; So I'm gonna read two books over the whole month of august and get started with the frickin dialectical journal. Then I checked our french project. It wawasn't mandatory, but if we do it, she'll give us extra credit. I wanna do it, but it's so complicated. we have to memorize four freaking poems - they're all in french, and write three freaking essays. So even if it's not mandatory, I'll try to do it, but I'll start with my summer reading proj first. I will also email the school about my schedule change - I know it's kinda late but I still want them to switch me to AP World History. it's not because everyone's taking it that I think I made the dumb decision. But it's because ate chic-chic told me it isn't that bad. So I'm gonna try. Besides, I'm starting to love history. Problems just come because of the teacher. >.> I am still waiting for Ate Carol and Ate Ruda's arrival from North Carolina. I haven't heard anything from them since they left. :< Coz I don't know if they can give us a ride down to Houston, so that all of us can attend the reunion. I feel so convicted. I really need a life. I can't wait to have my own driver's license and car so that I can just leave by myself anytime I want. @_@ Or at least, I want to be 16. I volunteered to play the guitar solo of one song for our church anniversary. I am scared, I am not yet confident of my skills. I might back out. I've been praying for this, and I want to give it up. :< And also, I'm not good in singing, but I am going to sing praises for God no matter what. Today we're gonna have a practice in Dallas, and I am not yet ready. So, ciao.