I'm not bothered by your rants Im just happy that you can now openly talk about it. If you try to keep it to yourself, you'll just suffer more. Im not angry or mad of what you did. I didn't think that you deserve to be punish. And I don't also think that you are the only one who learned lessons. Why? Is it the same treatment you receive before and now from your husband? Imagine this as your opportunity or chance to be in control. Say what you have in mind. Do what you should do for the betterment of your family. -- Hey, when is your birthday anyway? Pm me your phone number, I wanna greet you by phone. -- Anyway, about sex, do we really need it? Is it necessary? Is the cravings coming from our mind or out of our body?