Dear Diary, I`m pissed off and jealous. Why am I always like this? FCUK! I hate this. And also I removed him as my friend at FB. I just don't want to see him.. 'cause I might fall again. And I don't want that to happen. I don't want to remember our conversations that's why I remove him as my friend. And also I`m kinda jealous. Oh no, I`m really really effin jealous. I don`t know why, but I can feel that my heart is like dadadadddumm. I hate this. FUUU~ And another, no one is making pansin of me here. I may leave this site for about a year. Am still undecided. Okay, that's all see you later. Love, Xearis. ((: