[b]Dear Diary[/b] I Feel confuse about the feeling i have..is it true there is something called "love at first sight"? i fall in love with a girl few months ago..but suddenly my "EX" come and told me she is going to die ... I'm damn confuse ..it's true she have some kind of illness.. my mind is so confuse..i don't know which 1 should i choose.. i still love both of them.. And i really want to spend the rest of my life with one of them.. but i also want to spend with my ex until she breath for one last time.. This few days i keep thinking about her..& i really miss her so.. but i just couldn't tell her what i'm thinking..because i think she already got someone she loves now..