My dear, dear diary

I'm really confused right now. I'm having teh most complicating week of all. And it's really awkward for me to be gloomy these days. And gloomy I mean like a pessimist-gloomy. |:
I want to scream like OMFGOMFGOFMOUOMUFOUMFOMOMGFOMGFOMGOFMOMGOFMUOMUMFOUMFOMGOF
MGOFMOUMOFMUOFMHOFMGOFMGOFMOMOMUOFMUOFMUUOMUFOUMFOMOMGFOMGFOMGO
MUMFOUMFOMGOFMGOFMO right now but I can't because my mother will hear me lol =p
And I want to cry but I can't because I don't want to feel scared and loose everything with just a blink of an eye. I can't go on like this anymore. I must do something! For my own sake and his'. And for my pride and reputation! (If I still have any)
I want to end this issue with him and erase all teh precious memories I enjoyed (duh). But I don't want to throw it all away. It's like I'm throwing away teh efforts and hard work I did.
Ugh it doesn't seem right.

-Blanche
Last edited by Ehcnalb (2008-09-05 13:58:02)