September 12, 2008 Entry #1 - "2 weeks conclusion" --------------------------------------- [color=blue]Dear diary,[/color] I'm not enjoying this downfall. Everything i do is bitter and arduous. Seeing that there is no effort at all that she'll even connect to me.. and she seem fine without me.. ..I've grasped the reality that i .. [b]i don't mean anything to her[/b] I loved every bit of moment we had. The feeling won't fade but things won't be the same. I really miss her. I really do, i just wish someday she'll realize that at least everything i said was real. Reality bites. Love hurts. [color=blue] smiling in my sleep,[/color] [img]http://i36.tinypic.com/16aqrtj.jpg[/img]