tis is my second post in here [spoiler]dear Lord.. [is it okay if i use Lord?] my life this past few days is so tiring and i dunno what to do.. im confused..i feel tired.. of everything.. i feel alone more.. my heart is pounding right now.. huhuhu i dunno wat to do.. everytime is with ゆえ i feel so happy.. but i feel sumtimes that my heart is on a bad range... im confused if he is really a gay. i dun wanna think about it... its so hard... so hard.. huhu. i wanna cry so hard... i just dunno where.. and how. im mixed up.. i dun even know simple things now. geeez. i dun wanna think about ゆえ anymore.. im sick and tired.. what should i do?? Lord.. please help me! give me faith. [/spoiler]