Dear Diary, [spoiler]Yesterday was by far one of the best and worse Thursday of my life. Why? Because I was at my happiest and my maddest. So, I had to pick up my friends for the lake party that my ex-bf was throwing. I met all of Dan [exbf]'s friends. One of them, I got to know a lot more than usual... Anyway, so I asked Dan for a "Dr. Pepper" [with crown royal] and I began drinking it. I knew I was pretty drunk, with all the jello shots I had, beers I drank while losing beer pong, and having my friends give me more mixed drinks with alcohol in them. Soooo, I was sitting around the bonfire, because It got really cold, with Chris [ex-bf's friend]. We talked for 4 hrs straight, about life and relationships and everything else. All I could remember was telling him that he was cute and him telling me that he was starting to like me too, but concerned that Dan would get mad. And then after that, I got a text msg from my ex-bf, telling me how upset he was that I was "all-over" Chris.I left the party upset/drunk/wasted, with a designated driver, ofcourse. And this morning I woke up with a deafening hang-over, could hardly stand up, woke up @ 10:30 , so late! I forgot to check my cell, and realized that I had 13 txt msgs unread, and 4 missed phone calls . the text msgs said that "Chris likes me... blahblahblah", "Dan was pissed off", "Kylie & Capri r mad @ u 4 making Dan not talk to them", and soo many more negative things. I checked my voicemail, and Chris called me, telling me how much she enjoyed my company last nite and that he liked the way I kissed him SO NOW... I suddenly realized that I did things w/ him that I would normally not do since I'm not even in a relationship with Chris... But, glad that I was very happy. So, thats how it went down. And now, I'm preparing to pack, for I have to go out of town for the weekend![/spoiler] Lovestruckkkkkk, Julie Mae