[b]11 / 25 / 2008[/b] [sup][b]Tuesday[/b][/sup] [b]Dear Lovely Diary,[/b] I missed my elementary days so much, but being a highschool student is also fun. I just missed having the [b]special attention[/b] @ School. LOL! Well anyway, im currently [b]INLOOOVE[/b] right now with a guy name [b]K****T*[/b] Oopps! Well, he's not my type. I dont know, I just [b]Crush[/b] him. Its just a crush at first, but I dont have any idea why Im feeling this Loev thing right now. [b]He's so sweet. He's cute and He's kind.[/b] But the only problem is, He is my bestfriend's [b]EX-Boyfrieeend [/b]. They just broke up last month, [b]October 31, 2008[/b] and I guess He already moved on. Honestly, I already have a crush on him eversince. Im just too shy to tell that's why my bestfriend owned him first. He's my classmate and before were [b]Seatmates.[/b] That's why I dont want that seating plan rule, Its done every Period coz [b]I want to be with him every second[/b]. That's the reason why I get mad with our adviser every period. [b]Crazy me.[/b] Im soo paranoid when I dont see him, especially when he's absent. I just dont want to express it coz there are many [b]CHISMOSOOO && CHISMOSAAA[/b] all around. Kidding. I just dont want them to know my feelings about this Guy. esterday was such a disaster. Well, Ill just call him [b]CP[/b] ( codename ). When I went to school, I immediately looked for him. And Luckily, i saw him [b]alone[/b], that's why i got the chance to go beside him. We went upstairs together. He somehow became my [b]Bestfriend[/b] coz I tell him my Crushes, even those that I hate too, and yeah, I trust him. I trust him that he'll never spread out my deepest and darkest secrets in life. He makes me laugh and he sometimes makes me cry too. Yeah, He makes me cry everytime he pretends that he's mad at me. Then of course, I would also [b]Pretend that Im mad[/b] too, but that pretending thing becomes real. I became really mad at him. And it always makes me [b]BAAADTRIPPPPP![/b] through out the day. But when were all dismissed, he go near me and ask me this: [i]" Galit ka pa ba?? Sorry na."[/b] yeah, with a sad face. Then ill just snob him and continue walking, but he's pulling my hands that's why i just cant let go.. Then he will not stop apologizing until I forgive him.. Then when I think of forgiving him, I'll immediately feel happy, and all those mad feelings would just be blown away like a wind. Then were okay again. And then He would ask me again before we'll part ways: [i]" Bati na tayo ha? Sorry na ulet. Bye. "[/i] then I would just tell him, [i]" Oo na. Babyes. "[/i].. Oh my, diaryyyy! --- [i]To be Continued..[/i] [b]♥ Dadadadanxxx ♥[/b]