[b]Dear Diary,[/b] Lately, is one of the [b]most saddest, weirdest and tragedic[/b] week i ever had. If i ever got a chance to list them all, this might be one of the [b]TOP list[/b]. Oh well. It happens so, that this sunday-- my cousins flying back to Manila from Doha, had a chance to met my dad at the Mall. Incedentally, my cousin mention about her, wishing for a laptop like mine. When they got, home, i was totally in [b]shock[/b] when i hear someone from the door. Its my dad, he told me that if i would ever be willing to give the laptop to my cousin and since it christmas. I was totally [b]dumb-founded[/b] all i know is that i answer a [b]'yes'[/b] from that patheeetic question. I just heard my dad murmured, to fix everything and give the laptop accessories. I've got nothing to do. I fix the laptop's bag, the webcam, the microphone etc etc. I was wishing that a virus get stucked on my laptop so they won't even use it. See how [b]evil[/b] am i? But-- sadly, im just seeing myself saying bye to my oldie laptop. T^T We've shared a lot of moments. I know i'll miss that laptop. Its one of a kind. If i ever had a chance to get it again from my cousin. I might do it ASAP. :3 [b]GAAAH o.O[/b] for now, im using the free [b]computer[/b] here in the living room. I didn't feel much fun in that PC. Well, my dad promise me that he'll buy me a new one, ASAP. I hope i can get it this friday or else- i'll ? I had a cold and coughs. We go to the doctor for the medicine prescription. I know, its not that biggie. I had some fever last night. And thank god i recover this morning, my parents let me stay here in the house. I've got nothing to do, I sleep and watch movies. Im finish reading the 'eclipse' but i still don't have the [b]MIDNIGHT SUN[/b]. *c'mon, tell me where can i buy you book Haha. After, finishing reading twilight i take a nap again and woke up at exactly 11 : 25. I heard someone calling from the outside. Its [i]nanny[/i], she was talking with a neighbor. I prepare my own breakfast, since my nanny is out for grocery. I cook-- egg and hotdog? the things i usually cook. I dunno how to cook other foods. I had [b]NO CHOiCE[/b]. When i was about to cook the meal, i remember that i just buy a new flavored cereal, so i just eat Cereals. :3 *yuummmmmm. Yeah, i admit it, i never had the talent on cooking foods :3 My Ex-Boyfriend and I had some arguements last night, regarding-- some *private stuffs. He do really sounds weird. I mean- why do he need to act as if he is still my Boyfriend? I was thinking. Why i've been so worried lately, i know he doesn't care about me anymore and i don't care about him too. Were still in trouble. iM looking for something new, i mean, something that can make me feel much better today. As days pass, i have been so emotional. T^T I still wanna thank my bestfriend -- dannish for always being there to help me no matter what. I treasure her in my heart, forever and ever. P.S : im not [b]Inloeev[/b] i just started to crush him Hate, [b]♥ Panda[/b]