[b]11 / 28 / 2008[/b] [b][sup]Friday[/sup][/b] [b]Dear Lovely Diary,[/b] You know what I fkken Hate the most? It is when someone is Teasing me something that isnt even [b]TRUUUUUUUUUE![/b] I truly and Honestly hate those people who does that, and it makes me [b]HATE[/b] them. This day is such a Disaster, and I would definitely remember this fkken date coz dis date is when I cried so hard in my chair. Yeaa, I cried, alone. And I'd prefer being alone when Im crying. I dont want people to think that im like this special girl who just want some of their Attention. I dont want people to look after me. I dont want people to think that im sad. I dont want people to think that i have problems, and lastly, i dont want people to worry about me. All I want is me, taking care of them. ♥ Because, I want everyone to think that Im this kind of girl, and Im that. A jolly person with a problem-free heart, A happy-go-lucky. (: Anyway, back to the point. I cried lately because of some annoying, indespicable guy. Maybe because of all the words that he said to me that probably hurt my feelings just came up and combined, and [b]*BOOOM!*[/b], I started crying. T_________T This annoying and indespicable guy that Im talking about is CP. I dont know why he did that, maybe he's just in a good mood. But i dont know, this is the first time he said those words to me. :C and it really hurt my feelings. When Im crying, Im thinking of what'll happen if I wouldnt care about him anymore and what will happen if i'd just snobb him. [b]O_________O[/b] I dont know if I can do it, but I will do it. On tuesday, I've already decided not to talk to him anymuur ~ even if it hurts, ill have to do it. xoxo, [b]Dadadadanxx ♥♥[/b]