to my friendly diary, it's almost 5 days... since i last talked to my boyfriend..... i dunno... it's just that i don't want to talk to him... i'm unfair because i just hang up our communication... (the fact that txts and calls are our only way of communicating each other..) he lives far from me... and actually i hate it having a bf that's not always on my side...but i still end up to him.. eventhough i know that at the end... i know that i'll break him up... im very wrong... i accept it.. the feeling now is gone... i don't love him anymore... and i dunno what im gonna do... i don't want to hurt him... but for what i'm doing i know tha't he'll be hurt more... haizt???!! i still don't know what im gonna do... he keeps on calling and texting me... asking me if i still love him... if what's wrong with me... why im not answering his calls... i don't know... what im gonna say to him... because,,, once i said that it's over... hell gonna do those crazy things again... haizt...