january 3, 2009 - *it now over [quote][i]i can't believe it, my first love calls me 4 in the morning. just to greet me good morning. we have a short conversation over the phone. and she ask me if i can fetch her and be with her till the airport. so i did. i went to their house around 7 am. when i arrive. my god. i was hurt once again. i saw my first love doing sweet moments with his boyfriend. waaaa? oh em gee. this is out of this world. then i call her cellphone, then i saw her picked up her cellphone and she ask me, where am i. its been too late, then i answered. look around, then she saw me. standing. bang the rain pours down while i was crying i was so emotional, she just frown a smile, then i leave. walking in the rain. her loser boyfriend followed me and invites me to have a fight. i agreed. and punch him. dang, joking. i was so sad that i can't afford to tell a word. i just ignored him. and i texted her, hope your happy with that loser. i wish u all the best. happy trip c:. then she replied: [i]ben, i am sorry, but i can't learn to love u but hey i tried [/i] i cried even harder. then i was home, my little cousins were running and scolded me for why am i so wet. then i answered them that the rain was so cool that's y i tried to take a bath their. wahaha. then i logged in here in friendster talk to shout out what am i feeling. i should stop myself for loving her, [i]there's many fish in the sea, maybe i can caught one[/i] if i an learn to love again, ill promise not a rich girl. wahaha. its over now, i promise >.< wakoko. after this i will get some sleep. zzz classes will resume on monday. waa, holiday is over. this sucks. we will have a cultural show on the last week of january and have a retreat on the same week. waa, im so excited. dang! 70 days to my graduation. wakoko [/quote]