@bro nix : oh.. yeah.. i understand it.. hehe peace out @Topic : i feel so embarassed.. yesterday, i spoke with him in the phone XD my bf... he called me at the phone. XD the first thing he said was that i'm suppose to say the word [b]NYA[/b] i asked him is he sure to hear it he said of course okay. thats the moment... i said "3, 2, 1,.... [b]NYA~[/b]" he was just laughing and told me to repeat it XD yeah. i do repeat it T.T and i forgot what the conversation was all about. but he said sumthing about log-in.. i didn't listen to him properly so i ask to repeat it again then he said do i log-in and suddenly.. the phone went toot-toot-toot ughhh.. too bad, his load is finished T.T i feel like screaming after the conversation.. while speaking with him, i felt nervous.. my body was shaking like a rattle while speaking to him... i'm not noticing what i'm doing i'm pulling the plug of. i close my laptop and open it.. i pull the tissue and throw it to the trash yeah, i'm not thinking of what i'm doing.. cuz i got so nervous i hope to speak to him agan [i]wow. this is the longest confession that i wrote XDDD[/i]