i confess that im too stubborn ... ^^ i dunno when will i change

i confess that i'm not updated,. i need to browse on a lot of pages here on ftalk. and that i miss the old ftalk...

[align=center][b]^i feel sori for all of the mods... they're doing their part but then some people dont appreciate them! i apologize for everything though i follow the rules. i hope some pipz would understand the mods! i understand the mods but some dont! let there be peace on earth! [/b][/align]

CONFESSIONS. CONFESSIONS. CONFESSIONS. I haven't been able to visit FTALK for sometime and when I decided to click the site last night, one thread caught my attention. The "PERFORMANCE OF MODERATORS" and I patiently read all the rants, suggestions, comments and insults. I don't know what I'd feel if I'm a moderator but it sure hurts. And I guess there are only around 4-5 people who were posting and ranting about the moderators' performance. To tell you the truth, I'm on the moderators' side due to the fact that I haven't seen anything they did that made their "rank" degrading. As for me, they are just following the rules and living up their ranks as moderators of this forum. For that 13-page thread, that was nonsense. I've read the same thing and what I didn't like about it was the part where they insulted the parents/families of those in the higher ranks. Dude, never insult another person cause it only reflects your insecurities. They don't deserve such as those insults. That was way way bad for their part, I think. [b]And before you pin-point to them every "mistake" they made, have you ever thought of what kind of a member are you? Did it ever cross your mind that a forum is consist of a member and a moderator? That the forum does not only revolve around the moderators, that you members should also be aware or rather, concious of what you are doing. [/b] They have feelings and you know that they are open for suggestions, comments but never insults. And about the reasons, as the "members" mentioned. They don't just give reasons because they couldn't accept their faults, but they are giving you enough reasons [b](that I hope you understand), [/b]what you did was against the rules and they can never tolerate as such. It would [b]be very unfair to others if they will. [/b] I don't really feel good about this stuff. But what's happening here at FTALK is darn irritating. Why can't members understand the word "moderators"? Dude, search Google for the meanings and please do put it in your mind. And if you're thinking that the moderators did the "quotations" purposely for you to be a big joke, think again. It is just in your mind that they are embarassing you at the front of other members. See, you yourselves couldn't accept the fact that you also made mistakes. And with that denial state you are in, you try to put the blame on the moderators saying they're too strict and all. Dude, that is NONESENSE. if you have brains and you know that you aren't an imbecile person, you'll understand what I'm saying. If the members of this forum is as retarded as that one on that 13-page thread, then I wish you the best. There is no need for moderators then, you got one and she's a "supermoderator" that she even has the rights to rate and criticize the works of moderators down here when she herself had nothing to give at the site. I'm sorry, but the issue is also getting on my nerves. FTALK was never like this before. FTALK was once a peaceful community and FTALK [b]IS[/b] well-moderated at all. SO I HOPE, BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, READ THE RULES AND MIND YOUR ACTIONS. DON'T PUT THE BLAME ON OTHER PERSONS. THEY DON'T DESERVE SUCH RANTS BECAUSE THEY ARE DOING THEIR JOBS PRETTY WELL.

kinda not updated now. i confess that i'll be getting pregnant soon. kinda scare me but im excited giving my kenzi a little sis and starting him to learn to be a big bro.... its really nice to be back posting here again. not only if he found out that im here again... hahaha... hard headed me

i confess that my eyes sore and my nose bleeds on reading the posts about the mods and members. some of the posts are seem to be written by elementary pupils. i had a hard time reading them... but anyway i hope the issue will cool down soon.. Good luck to ftalkers!!!

[quote]Ftalk's been loading slow these past few days so it's giving me a hard time in moderating and reviewing some threads. i dunno about you guys but when it really comes to ftalk it loads slow, unlike other sites.[/quote] i confess that im at their side ryt now. What meng said is true, and i even mentioned that in my post in the first horrific thread bout the performances of our moderators. i also confess that i [b]was[/b] quite happy when someone finally had the guts to speak about what his/her opinion about the performances of our mods. And as i have mentioned in my post in that thread, it's starting to change my point of view towards the members who are complaining when they started talking bout families and all that(below the belt na dba?). I thought that they were cruel and they judged our mod a bit harsh. Now that eptok have lost almost half of its moderators, this forum isn't gona be the same anymore. [b]I have my own thoughts and opinions about our moderators but i never tried to tell or share anyone about it. Coz i've been living by what my mum said to me, - If you have nothing nice to say, just dont say anything at all. [/b] and another confession. i know im hurt. [b] i just dont feel the pain nemore.[/b]

Last edited by alliana01 (2007-11-09 02:37:23)

lol. that's nice. hehe.. i confess i want to know you better too. i also confess that i am curious about you

i confess that im not too interest moderating here because of the recent issue. but then one girl took my attention. she's interesting. hehehe.. im curious about her. i also confess that i have lots of give aways this coming december.

It was [b]MY[/b] fault in the first place why members act like that..