Last edited by mama0114 (2008-01-18 04:10:27)
I was shocked last night when I saw the necklace "he" gave me 3 years ago at a friend's bed. I don't know why I was shocked. Maybe its because I thought that he threw it away after giving it back to him last year?
All those times, I never knew that he was courting her. And the fact that my bestfriend and him talk with each other everyday about him being jealous of his bestfriend who was becoming close to me. Dude, why give the same necklace?!
You could've bought something else. You could've given her something else. Dude, I feel really bad even tho I never liked you.
Why didn't I see it coming? You never even told me that you were courting her since sophomore years. And then, you gave me some gifts last year. I know what it meant. Guys don't give jewelries to girls worth some hundreds. And then you'll say, that was just a friend's gift? Dude, you jerk.
I feel so betrayed when I shouldn't be at all.
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that's natural. eventually you'll be fine and get along with the people there. hehehe...
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i confess that i won't go to philippines this year not ONLY because my parents disagreed but also because I want to be with my Phebie in this coming Christmas and New Year
he already forbidded me to go ol here, and everytym he asks if i visited this site, i always says no even tho im here every nyt.
im so guilty and i lurv him but i juz dont kno wat 2 do bout this.
he already forbidded me to go ol here, and everytym he asks if i visited this site, i always says no even tho im here every nyt.
im so guilty and i lurv him but i juz dont kno wat 2 do bout this.
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hahaha.. just try to think of this. what if your bf leave you just because of this lies and stubbornness?
you may choose what and/or who is more important than the other.
if you will continue to lie to someone, you may experience the same situation of that someone.
he already forbidded me to go ol here, and everytym he asks if i visited this site, i always says no even tho im here every nyt.
im so guilty and i lurv him but i juz dont kno wat 2 do bout this.
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hahaha.. just try to think of this. what if your bf leave you just because of this lies and stubbornness?
you may choose what and/or who is more important than the other.
if you will continue to lie to someone, you may experience the same situation of that someone.[/quote]
i think of that every night and i just dont really know why i cant leave eptok.
and i found myself changing in these past few days and im not really liking this.
i dont wanna leave eptok coz i got nothing else to kill my time with, he's got work from noon till midnight and skool is not really bothering me coz i managed to do all my assignments and enjoy eptok at the same time.
Maybe the thing that's making me lie to him even more is the fact that he doesnt have time for me.
And i know............[b]it's wrong[/b]
he's not the guy that i met before..
and i just wanna start to find the special sumone just for me..
but i can't..
he's not the guy that i met before..
and i just wanna start to find the special sumone just for me..
but i can't..
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i kinda have the same feeling as yours sis.
i confess that.........
im thinking of leaving him but both of our parents know about us now and are planning to engage us.
but im too young for that and i dont wanna be with someone who makes me cry all the time.
unless he change.
gademit!
Last edited by mama0114 (2008-01-18 04:12:17)
that was really embarassing eventhough walang nakakita sakin
para akong
that time
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i confess that i have lots of insecurities of my self
kea until now wala pa akong gf for almost 5 yrs na
i won't be surprised if one day i'll be off in this site
I'm just waiting for admin to be back so i'll have my rest as a mod. My batchmates (mod) had their rest. I had contributed fairly enough during the starting days of this site. I'm sooo missing the old Ftalk., along with my 1st batch co-mods.