i confess that i hurt someone really bad. i know what i did was really wrong from the first and to the end. at first, i hurt the people who love her so much and the people who care for her. i was so selfish for them. i put her family's stake at risk. i am very sorry for that. and now i hurt her feelings because i left. i left because i realised all of these are temporary only, all of these are not worthy for the people who surrounds her, some of this are lies. but i won't deny that i loved her. i really loved her. but i have to think what is the best for her and her family. problems won't stop until we stop this. we will feel guilty for the rest of our lives if we continue on this. i am very sorry, really.