[b]1st Confession[/b] I confess that I don't feel okay going back to my home. I missed London and all the amazing people I met there. I wish I can live there but I can't cos none of my family members live there. Unless I stayed with my sister's bf house. He's offering me to live and study there. But it's kinda *nakakahiya* I dont like taking advantage of people. [b]2nd Confession[/b] I'm angry with my dad. He's like forcing me to get away from him. He always have his loud big voice whenever he talks to me. Sometimes I just wanna kill him while he's sleeping lol (like i'll do it?) but I dont wanna go to jail. I'll just thank him though cos he's one of the reason why I enter and live in this world.