[quote=`mizeL]^ advance happy birthday. [/quote] And an advance thank you. [quote=사랑해요UmA_loVe사랑해요]i' confessing that i want to know what's the problem with bro nix. he must know that there are many things awaiting in his life he is thinking of death and isolation @Bro Nix : please we are all here for u.(we are ryt?guyz?) don't just give up everything u have done in ur life.. there is stil the word called [b]HOPE[/b] i don't like to see anybody who is retard of his/her own life.. stand up and face the problem i'll trust u and u can [b]TRUST[/b] me.. i'm saying this to u cuz i dun wnt u to be depress i [b]LOVE[/b] helping ppol.. if u look at my pms, u'll see their requests and questions about my layout wel, if u ask me did i replied it, yes, i do reply all of them.. i'm not a person who says "Can't you do it by urself?" or "Didn't you read the rules on how to do it?" i hate saying that... really. .... and thats why u can trust me bro nix go go!!! [i]ps. i'm saying dis not bcuz i like u cuz i have a bf olredy[/i] [/quote] Thanks for the offer.. i really appreciated it. but i'm not thinking about that death and isolation. i'm just almost feeling it actually. that's why i keep on saying those things. you know, lot's of problems (self, family, school, friends, lovelife LOL). i really can't handle all of them, all by myself. and friends? i CAN'T (it's different from DON'T) trust them with whole heart. i believe there are friends who are just beside you in times of hapiness.. why? for people's info, i have this psychological way of thinking that: people might avoid me once i tell them my current situation. or they might somehow hate or dislike me because of that.. you know, being termed as "MADRAMA" by them then laughs at you. for my greatest fear is being rejected by people. i can't get rid of this thinking no matter what i do. [b]wow, that's a big confession for me..[/b]

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