hmm about the topic ej had opened, i was wondering who among of his ex's was that he had... well i had also those, i dont know if someone who long ago i had a show in a webcam had recorded some... i guess he is not that [b]evil[/b] enough to use that against me... and if he did... i cant control those... its his decisions to brought that thing in public... just want to clear that i am not a slut and a bitch as he may think just because i did some mess to his life, i believe that iam definitely not that kind. so i wish he will not make me look like one and i pray that he will not destroy me as　what i was thinking that he might do... just like marcos says, it was an absolute blackmail... revenge? maybe, but does merit him for being a man? does it gives back the ego that he was protecting... [spoiler]for the record, i did those webcam shows to give pleasure to the person that filled in the missing spaces in my personal committed life before .. i didnt do it just for funnor curiosity, i did that with compromise and sppecial feelings... and i think i am not that [b]cheap[/b] doing those things in web for him. i do it with duh... Love towards the other person on the cam...[/spoiler] [spoiler]i also had some videos with my ex partner... i think all in all 9 videos all in 3gp file. 4 of them are still stored in my fone, how i wish that my fone will not be stolen or lost, i remember that time when i happen to stay in a dorm and someone stole my fone and my room8s but happen to be return to our landlady that night... well i guess.. he still watch those until now,,, [/spoiler] btw OrgX makes more meaning...

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