i confess [spoiler]i got hooked to lit section. i been reading ayel's story. . i'm loeving it. . cool songs and vidz. . . hope the next chap is out! - - - i'm leaving SAMCH, the hospital i'm affliated w/, end of volunteer contract. i'm gonna miss my buddies there. - - - i hate applying to other hospitals. soo tiring! if only i got the guts to teach nsg. students, i'll apply as a c.i. - - - i'm acting weird these days, i don't text my bf, i want him to text me 1st. i have pride! of corz. i'm hating him, he's giving more time to his addiction-dota than me. we haven't seen each other for 5 days now. . . . how long can i stand this?! [/spoiler]