[b]I confess.....[/b] [spoiler] that I [b]will[/b] be getting tore up/bent/wasted/s**t-faced/plastered/inebriated/twisted/intoxicated (or any other word you wish to use to call me drunk) tonight. [b][i]Why[/i][/b], you might ask? Then simply I reply ..... ..... because I [b][i]can[/i][/b]. that I haven't blown up the music section in a couple of days because my activity level here at Ftalk has declined. So much going on IRL, as Angel, the wonderful leader of Rockstars would say. that I probably made somebody feel like s**t earlier when I told her what I was thinking. Sorry for that, but I just hope you can understand the way I see things. I was just being "real" with you. I don't hold back my thoughts/feelings, whatever I'm feeling, I say it. Take care of yourself. [i]-(a) [/i]that I feel deep regret about something I did last month, and I feel responsible for what I saw a couple nights ago. [i]-(b)[/i] that I wish I could go back in time and erase all the wrongs that we did to each other. Unfortunately, I can't do that, so all I can do is pray for your well-being and happiness each and every day for the rest of my life and I [b]will[/b] do that. [i]-(c)[/i] that I hope one day we can, at least, become friends again. I'm always here for you. [b]**that (a), (b) and (c) is not about anybody here in Ftalk.**[/b] that it won't be soon before long. [/spoiler]