i confess that i will join my new friends do the drinking session of *pulang kabayo* dis afternoon and have a mingle to my cousins this evening. i confess that i would visit my first love this evening when 12 is almost near to greet her a happy new year. she warned me that her new boy friend will be there too. so this will be a riot, i confess i am loving my new pair of converse all star i bought at SM Makati last saturday, i am ultimately loving it. hehe. i confess i bought a box of fire crackers and sets of fire works for this night's event. wahaha. i am excited. i confess i got little dizzy, a hang over maybe. wahah i confess i moved on already to my first love but still the past rewinds, i am still a failure. . . >.<