[b]My Confessions: IRL[/b] [spoiler] [b]Love does make life complicated...In soOo many ways...really indescribable.. I just visited Cebu last week and My Aunt told me that my cousins from the states are coming over to Cebu for a vacation.. So me and my relatives had to entertain them and bring them to places and stuff..So we deciced to hang out at Formo.. i didn't realy know which cousins are coming and all that...So on that night when we decided to meet outside the place..I didn't know one of the guy cousins i met a few years ago was there.. Really strange.. I didn't know he came with his younger siblings to the Phils...It just felt awkward in a way.. While we were inside....It was like 1 am so the music started to get louder, more people started to come filling the bar and a lot are already dancing, getting drunk and stuff...I didn't feel like havin' fun at all...I just sat there watching them having fun and just sipping some frozen margarita.. He came up to me and started a conversation..He was like "Hey it's been a long time since we've seen eachother" I was like "Yeah, yeah, long time no see too" He said " Would you like to dance?" I was like "Nah...probably later" then he started to pull my arm and dragged me in the middle of the bar...holding me close to him...I was really embarrased coz my other cousins were staring and stuff..and it felt weird..I said to him "What the hell are you trying to do? This is weird...We're cousins you know" (Besides he's like 30 and i'm just 19) His response "Well I know you know we're not cousins.. My mom and your mom are just like family friends" In my mind i was thinking that what he said was really true..We aren't blood related at all..When we were younger we were just told to treat eachother as cousins but in reality were not He was like "The last time i saw you, you were like 14 and you were really cute..now you're all grown up now..still cute" ....I didn't know what to say...It felt awkward and stuff..He was more like a "kuya" to me..He then said "You know that i miss you and you're the reason why i decided to come here with my other cousins..an excuse just to see you again..You're now nurse right?" I was like "Yeah i just passed the June 2007 board exam"...He was like "Whoa time flies so fast.. When are you headin' to the States?" I was like "I don't know yet, I rather stay in europe" He responded "Europe? (He Laughed) I'll be glad to take you around the US..You've got me and your cousins to welcome you there" I told him 'Well i'll think about it" and He said "Whatever it takes, I'll wait for you" [/b][/spoiler]

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