[quote]january 01. 2009 - weee, year of the ox![/quote] i confess that my first love slapped me last night for i hugged her in front of her boy friend. her hand is painful than any fire crackers >.< she cried to my shoulders then when she saw the fireworks display, she said that she remembers the time i was courting her, she explained everything, then i cried. i welcome 2009 with tears. that's pretty painful. i confess i got 44 msgs in my cellular phone, they greeted me a new year.a new start. so how can i start if my heart aches isn't over? i though i am getting over her but i can't, her memories flash back to my mind every time i close my eyes. i need to see a psychologist. i think im out of my mind. i confess that i didn't drink any alcohol liquors dis year. for i remember soulmate, she hates people who has vices, oh she texted me last night too, i can't reply for tears are rolling down my cheeks. soulmate: *your all i want, your all i need, your everything * BTW, i confess that my soulmate is the best, she cheers me up when i am down, even though we know each other a couple of months pa. the best tlaga sya. i should remember that there are many fishes in the sea, i confess that i should face 2009 without my first love's memories, i should prove to my parents that i am not a failure >.< i am sad but i am not weak, waaa. tc