[b]-- Start Of Confession--[/b] [spoiler] I looked after 2 kids now, which isnt my niece (Cus theyre two),,anwayyy, i thought im in hell cus my mom asked me to, and the kids are restless and always wants to go room to room and like everywhere..but my mom sed that the other one i think has a slight autism , Haay shes a cute kid, and smart and talkative..One thing i liked bout her, is she doesnt ask me bout OTHER things..She asks, ALOT, but abt toys or our house, wat am i doing..those stuff..i even sat down and played with them..The older kid was so responsible with her sis, she is patient and always give her way..A sweet girl I missed american idol for 2 days..im watching it on a site..Haay sidereel isnt working now , i dont know wats wrong..but its like my main link for tv shows cus its complete and mostly working Im addicted to plurk..i dont know..the urge of getting high karmas and the badges and other cool stuffs there is rily obsessive..Dang i saw a plurker, shes very popular in the blog world, and vntually in plurk world..Her Plurk is prvate, u hav to add her.. She alredi hav badges and teh fans are flowing..shes younger than me,and we kinda share the same name LOL Its my tita's bday tomo, ac2lly today..well, theres gonna b fud, which i hav to avoid like forever now..Starving myself is the best option i hav next to killing myself that is Hay i feel weird, and miserable..God i miss my bestfriend, shes there, we txt and always talk..idk, I want the fun back..the "those days" FUN..it feel like its not here anymore..and well, it is super fun having a confe wid the 2 of them..I guess its other one missing w/c i hope wud come back.. I rily miss the old days I talked to sum1 in my YM..LOL we are officially close cus i jst gave that person a heartfelt advice and like told her bout sumthing in my past nd the other past which is wanting me back.. I hate THAT I BLAB ALOT NOW! Grr im not like this b4..i mean luk now..I merely wrote a blog entry here..I blab alot..amfff i hate it..Damnit damnit damnit dmnit! , and merely i jst cant stop my head from working and my fingers from doing the nxt work..ARGH!..wats wrong with me? [/spoiler] [b]-- End Of Confession--[/b]