I confess [spoiler]Im kinda dont really very well today..i dont know why i feel like some member really hating on me now because of my confession . But heller like i told before ima fight for it and i will give up when i know i have fought enough and still nothing happen. Tomorrow January 2 2009 i'll be going to the city to meet up with my ex i really not feeling goin to but im still going because the bf of my friend will be there too and if i dont go she wont be able to see her bf , he and my ex is just once here in amsterdam because they are from belgium so it will be really suck if we dont go and meet those guys..and chill with them. Im always missing dondon i miss how we talk on ym and what he always tell me but heller i dont believe on those words he told me , its seems all just a lie *dont even ask me why* Ima put all behind what happen on the year 2008 and i admit he belongs on that year but if i will be able to forget him just like that i doubt it ..I wanna stop it but i cant seem to get him off my mind i really love him..wahepeks to those who think ima b*tch of watever they think about me..I love him and that's that. This be the longest confession i ever made.[/spoiler]