Ngek. Sorry if I offended you. It's just that we're like affected in your situation since you laid your feelings and thoughts in this group. Of course there are different perspective through your situation. There are nice words to hear, and there are harsh comments as well. If I was harsh, I apologize. I said before that I won't give any comments about your situation, but I forgot about it when you quote my post. Anyway I know what you feel right now. I've been there sooo many times already. I even attempt to kill myself. So now, it affects how I see other people's problems about love. Again, I apologize if I am offensive.