@ bj [spoiler]hehehe i was the one who initiate this with my bf coz my friends told me that their guys like it and out of my curiosity i ask him and he was ( first i feel like im going to puke but eventually i got used to it) well what i did is worth it coz it made him more freaky in bed hahaha... (not that he don't please me in bed) he just pleases me more... especially when he do me the cunnilingus thing...hahaha i love giving my bf a head coz i go wild when i hear him moan and makes me feel i have the power over his body...hahaha:lol: (what a control freak!) [/spoiler] @ Sexual masochism this is who they called [b]sadista[/b] db? well i haven't experience or know someone close to me with this disorder but if i encounter or a guy who would hurt me so they could be satisfied...well screw him coz i would not let anyone beat me even if its for pleasure...