^ow,sorry~i wont do that again.. decision.....i cant think of anything yet... but for feeling...i must be really angry... i have experienced that once..my first Gf cheated with my Senior.... u cant tell what i feel that time.... i got rily stressed...feels like wanna suicide.. she says she's sorry about that...but i cant forgive her... but maybe now i can forgive anyone coz i'm not as childish as 2 years ago.... if my friends dont encourage met hat time,maybe i'll really kill myself....