[quote=`mizeL]p.s. no one and not even a single real life friend of mine knew this about me. this is my biggest secret you know.[/quote] ^ ^ same as with me mizel... not even any closest friends of mine knows that I revealed something like this in here.. wahehehe at first, I was having little doubts of posting some experiences here because I also thought of my OL friends (they might think I'm cheap ). But siz hi knows it now and understands it (same as wid me hehe )...