^ haha she really won't. lol. this is why my attitude is kind of rebellious. i'm like seeking for freedom because of my conservative family. when i want to get drunk because of stress, i invite a friend to hang out in some convenient store to have a booze. and go home as if nothing happened. hehe. as in, people in our place see me as an innocent lady. hehe. they never knew. but i'm sure when i turn 21 (and that's one year to go) little by little i'll start revealing my true self. hehe. if i can! anyway, back to topic.