i confess: * i have my weird paranoia of needles and i don't know y. whenever i see needles. my heart would like stop beating and i will be freezing with such fear. oh i really hate needles, and only few people knows that. waa. i am scared, my dream profession - a doctor. needs to be closed with needles * i enjoy eating oatmeals, wahaha. i am into oatmeal diet already. waa * my projects sucks. i can't afford to go to davao with this things on the line. waaaa. * millions of people starting to hate me right now. waa * i miss charlene ajose. she's busy. i know that. waa * a rich damn girl busted me and she reasoned out that she can't be happy f a poor guy like me will be with her. she rejected me 6 times already with different reasons. i hate her. waa. i still love her, i will not stop loving her. she will be mine soon but still it hurts, she just call me right up last night just to tell me im poor and i should not be ambitious to court rich girls like her. waa. she kinda drank. i know that, her voice seems to be weird. waa. she keeps disturbing me right now by her calls to apologize, waa. i still love her evne though she hurt me a million times, slap me or brutally tortured me. waa stupid love. nyek. i am a martyr. * i stop watching bad and sex oriented movies because of what my recollection have told me, waa.