[b]I CONFESS MY LAST GOODBYE. Open the spoiler pls!!![/b] [spoiler] I just online now coz i see many many changes around here. Even im not logging myself here at ftalk, i can see what is happening here. I just post my "last post" here coz im being bothered by the things i am seeing. first, i here that [b]triciapink29 [/b] has been promoted and now she's a promoter now. Congrats to her. One of my friend here at ftalk gave a GM in ym and i did read that. The message says that he is accused that he is a ripper. I immediatley talk to him and he denies it. As i can see and i can feel, I'm seeing lots of people here that is in the wrong place to accuse him. First, he explain to me why he is being accused as a ripper. I understand his feeling coz if you dun make that sin, then you will feel annoyed. According to my resources, some promoters here made some "miracle" to reach their position. I'm a bit bothered of that thing. I'm a bit bothered coz they do not promote members as well they just promote posers of their own. So what's the use of being a promoter if you are recruiting ur own selves? second, i saw that elite is gone in the egroup list. I'm wondering why dale and LH has different group now. On my last visit here, i saw that elite is fine but there are absent members. I know LH is sad about what's happening in elite but pls try to considerate us coz we are also studying and we have goals in life too. We are also busy in doing our projects, homeworks and reviewing too. I know you have been experienced dis thing too. 3rd is the "i quit!" word of mine. [b]Yes i'll be gone here and i'll not be online too[/b]. I'll also request to the mods to lock my compilations too. I will do this because of a thing that i maked me hurt. I will quit because of the member who gave me inspiration to quit. i lose my patience here and i think i deserve to quit coz of the repu thing. am i ryt u hu makes me decide to leave????!!! And besides i'm now seeing that ftalk have a very big difference now than im a newbie. Many members changed there attitudes. I know i have many friends here but i do need to leave ftalk. This decision don't hurt me but it hurt me most is the changes that happened here and the members who is very pride here even they are still a noob, they act like they are with the same rank with me. I decide to leave ftalk a week ago but i refuse to do it coz im moving on in what im always doing. Ftalk is like a vice that is hard if you will leave but if it is needed to leave, leave it. thank for the members who became my friends and bestfriends here. Especially tinay,jhay and camille. You are all very special to me. words is not enough to thank you all. Thanks camille for being a crying shoulder on my side when im just trying to moving on. Your a gods gift to me =] I'm locking my threads cause i don't want to receive any comments. what is the importance of leaving it unlock if you will leave and don't reply to their reactions? this confession is very long enough to say goodbye to my family here. I know you understand what im feeling right now. I post again a confession from me that is so long cause im totally moved on now. It is so hard to explain, correct and talk/post if my heart is full of sorrows and sadness here. Everytime i am watching here that im not logging here in, i just remember what he did to me and what he said. I don't want any fight here on him. Im just sharing my feeling here. thanks for jocamps, ate lea and the others who gave me fansigns. I appreciate your works. you!don'tya worry! you dun see my avatar and my post again here. Because of you i have the inspiration to leave this forum. you dont Know how much i love this place. You are a grrrr!!!! You ruined my patience and that's the reason i have no patience now here. for everyone's info, this is my [b]last post here[/b]. I have confessed here many things and it gives me relief coz the pain ease and the sadness decreased. BTW, if you wanna talk with me, We can talk in YM nor in friendster. just pm me and i'll answer you back [b]Goodbye my dear ftalk friends! i'll miss yah all. Sayonara!!![/b][/spoiler]