[spoiler][b]i want to confess that im really sad on whats happening here in ftalk. many changes especially on the egroups. i was you know a bit to found out that my group..change name again. the first time it happen is that when it suddenly changes into elite. then changes the leader. you know at first when im searching for hunkies on the list. i was kinda. and to found out that it wasnt there. thought it vanished. because people now.become busy because of studies. or works etc. then to found out.it only changes name. then i became again.that it is still existing!thank God. but what i dont believe is that it change it's leader. in hunkies.it was sir LH.when i returned. it was sir dale. a bit lonely but yea!its alright. since his also a good leader. you know. then i think i wasn't visiting the egroups. a couple of weeks.from now. you know a college student is always busy. especially me.im just a freshie! im still adjusting on the new environment. then i only visited it. today!then again i was. to found out again that my group elite is not on the list again for the second time. then i browse and open all the groups.and yea! i found out my group there. it was alchemy explicit already. and again changes its leader.it was sis tinay already. though i really admire ate tinay. i was bit confused on what was happening. i miss a lot of page in our group..and i cant find time to read all those hundreds of pages. due to many research works. haiszt! i miss a lot my former group..though not all is active. but almost a quarter of the group was there. joining the conversation. but now? it was not that active. i miss the fun times.the spamming day. i always remember the singing contest. the conference. miss you all!the members. what was happening to ftalk? it wasn't like this before. ftalk before is very lively!full of active people. but know.ftalk is very sad.kinda. it wasnt happy unlike before. maybe because all people now are busy with their studies. and yeai understand cuz im one of them. but why dont we try to maintain the activeness of the forum! for a time.this forum became my home. and i learnes a lot from this forum. if it doesn't exist i think i wasnt able to customize my friendster. i owe ftalk a lot. so im a bit affected on whats happening. miss the old ftalk. im really sad. [/b][/spoiler]