[b]I confess[/b] that I haven`t decided yet if I will or will not go in our field trip. grrr. I`m becoming demanding here. I don`t know why?? I saw my crush and i kinda pissed me for almost an hour because I didn`t even got a chance to glance at him even a glimpse of his unusual yet stunning smile that struck my heart since I was born. Lolwut? I`m insanely in-love [or should I say obsessed?] with him and I don`t like its adverse effects embedded with it. I`m turning into a crazy girl who does nothing but to spontaneously adore and think about him every minute of the day, making stories in my mind that we will be married someday , and wondering if he loves me too or not. I wanna extremelycompletelytotallyinfinitelypermanently get that guy outta my mind. He`s totally freaking me out or maybe there`s another option. To continue loving him even if I know in myself that he would`nt love me back. Errrr. I don`t know what to do!!! Sould i fohgt for my feelings or should I totally make him vanish in my life[i`ll try hard for this]???? What? What? What? [b]Status: Making A Blog.[/b]