em so tired bcauze of my exam.. i dunno wat'z the result. tsktsk
and also i frgt to do my devotional evryday..
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[lookie at my ava. That`s him]
Handsome, aiyt???
Yeah I know he`s fugly.
<33333 hiim infinitely as always.
We`re having a confe at ym now. and my classmate don`t want to join.
Errrr. I think they hate me. I feel that people hate me. And I wonder why? Is it because I hate myself and I don`t have respect in my self that why don`t don`t give me respect in return??
Gaaaaah! I hate myself. >______________< Prrrrrfffft! *sobs*
taht i'm supah tired but i'm hapee with waht i am right now.
taht i'm back to my self, studying and all.
taht i want to eat cookies. darn.

she is such a backbiter and a conceited jerk at the same time..!!!
grrr... she really gets on my nerves..
waaahhh!!!!
I hate her..
grrr...

shh.. don't spill it out.. okay?
haha...
i just finished doing all my homeworks.. and my homework in Math made me so.. i don't know.. maybe crazy?.. huh.. 40 items word problem..
- i am super duper glad that i made my mom proud again.. 
- i don't need to catch up that much in Math..
because i am not [s] that [/s] weak in Math after all..
i mean.. i am starting to love Math.. [/b]
~ I'm still waiting to that person
~ I drink two cups of coffee and think about my humiliating moments
~ I'm not a good person but i have my own decision.
~ Today is my BFF and my niece birthday
*yepee*
- in Zoology, we dissected a squid today, it wreaked
, i wanted to cook it tho
- my boyfriend snuck out of 1st-3rd hr w/ Brian and went to McDonald's, but didnt get me nething =[
- i got invited to, yet again, another party for the weekend
- i might have to turn it down, tho 'cuz thats when i get to watch TWILIGHT, im super stoked!
- i need to start on my homework for AP Psych and French III
- i miss a few Ftalk members... where have they gone?!?
� after that we played ps2. dang that game drive us nuts
� at 3:30 we call uncle to pick us up.
� we went beach and jump off the tower.
� damn kaylin throw sand on my body
� baaaah i couldnt hit back because my fckn arm was blaaaaah
� and then we talk to this tourist
� theyre indian. the way they talk made me laugh
� but i didnt show it of course
� and the baby was so talented and smart
� she was only 15 months
� her name is tuk-tuk
� and then we went fishing
� then they drop me off.
� didn't i make this thing a diary already? lol
�


[spoiler][quote=jamessss:b]^ haha what do you mean by quietly grown? XD[/quote]
[quote=ducheszv]coz its weekdays
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[b]well,when i first registered here last july, and my first post was 2 weeks after my registration.,uhm.ftalk was like having traffic in posting.,waakakakk~~and even up to august., there was always a lot people posting. hmmm~~ but now,it seems that everyone got busy at the same time., 


maybe it's just coincidence. [/b]
[quote=bles_212000]I confess, I finally had my mushroom siggy, after a worthwhile waiting. . .and I confess, I love it.
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[b]thanks for the appreciation milkman.but it's not for free[/b]

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[b]
i confess that my internet connection is still blahhhhhhh~~~i already called up smartbro and they said they're doing a technical enhancement something.,that's why im always online and then off again.,
i confess i am extremely wondering why this certain person is saying goodbye.,hmmm...he wouldnt tell me the reason., 
he just said that it was his last words for me.,and bye bye., i wonder...
i confess..my gawd! a text message to malaysia is very expensive! 
but malaysian to philippines text is just .20., so unfair.[/b]
[b]that's all.[/b]



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what? I'm sorry but I'm not paying you back.
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I confess, It's my first time to use globe mobile and in my astonishment I received a reward worth of P20 free load for accumulating at least P25 reloads since 11/01.
They are amazing and stunning. I feel like I will be Globe forever!
[b]Another confession.[/b]
I think, this sem. will be my last sem in my current school, cause I started deliberating of transferring in other school, Oh well,.. I deserve a well-formed school that will supply the needs of their student and willing to improve their facilities, In short a worth it school. But still, I have to consult my parent regarding with this issue, And I'm hooping to get their consent, cause I really want it. Anyway, It's for my future.
I also confess, that I am now awaken that our s**ks.-
And now I feel like more conscious on my future which tends me to seek for assurance, like, I should be in more productive school, that after I graduate I should land in a worthy job.
i mean.. i don't even deserve to be the leader of Rockstars..
someone out there is way better than i am..
i am good for nothing..
anyways..
i also confess that i did not attend my 11:45 class..
gosh.. for sure.. i'll have another spank from mameng..
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LMAO
i confess
i totally miss her
and no one seems to reply my comments
- I'm dwelling on [i]THOSE[/i] things again. And when I say 'those things,' I meant the things from my not so distant past that I'm trying to [b]evade[/b] from my memory. Or whatever I thought I was doing.
- I thought I was strong but I guess I'm not. No. I know in my self that I'm not. [b]I'M LYING.[/b] I showed [u]nothing but weakness[/u] to the great public.
- I told myself that I had done it. Though, I cheated myself a bit, for that matter. I was scared that I'm gonna lose my sanity if I didn't try, at least, a bit just to show that I wanted to be alive still. [i]Watta loser.[/i]
- I still burst into tears whenever I remember it. [b]Every part of it.[/b] Every waking hour that I suffered cause I was so restless, thinking, and maybe even regretting--part of it. It's amazing how I can keep this all inside my head and doesn't even feel the slightest hint of being suicidal when all I could do is just die right here, and now to end my pain.
I'm so obvious yet I tend to be very, very unpredictable to other people. It's weird. I'm lost.
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Ohh, we're having the same mood. HA HA.
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I am a lazy bum these days. I kept on cutting my classes (don't worry, I still ace my tests) and I'm not in the mood for any schoolwork. Unlike the last few weeks, whatever inspired me didn't last for long. I am so LAZY LAZY LAZY! Probably because I ranted about a billion times that I don't like my course.
I am a hopeless romantic. I am single for 2 years, and I don't want to have a boyfriend because I'm inlove with my best friend and he has somebody else but we still keep seeing each other. We have a really twisted love story, you'd probably think we're two people meant for each other who just can't seem to get it right. But Naaaaaah, it doesn't work like that. I don't know. I'm miserable, and I'm confused.
I can't believe I'm so outdated! I don't understand stuff around here anymore. I didn't notice I was gone for THAT long!
ryt at this point.[/b]
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