I confess - that I've been snobbing my friends this morning! - that I'm trying to live my life without friends beside me. - that I wanna be a loner again!

i confess... - im always in the cbox... i dunno why even its boring there... - bored again... - i want to do something ive never done before....

[b]I confess that im havin a great tym wd them.. I confess that i miss him,,, I confess that i dont wanna check my cp... anymore. I confess that im happy wd the flow.. cos its [i]"paskuhan"[/i] in r skul next wik.. anyone is invited 2 go in ust... dec. 19.. and feel the upcoming xmas. [/b]

i confess [spoiler]now i feeling liek an alien ther. nobody care with me, im not moar than junk =x= i hate myself for this, i cant blame anyone because this pure my fault. i feel dissapointed. i feelin so stupid became myself. im not supposed to think liiek that. but it was teh truth for now. i think for leaving eptok for a while, since i think nobody need me there. everyone leave me, my friends, my crush, everyone i dun have anyone there, even i try to search some new friends. i hate being alone, i hate being suck liek this. i cant even smile when i go there. i hate this feeling. argh! i hope i cud back to old time. i wanna meet all my old friends there a real friends now i just rejected. amf i cant stop crying even for a minutes. i know i loev to cry, D: but idk why i hate this. its rilly hard to smile when ur heart hurting alot i always try to smile no matter why, but not for this time i feel liek a stranger there. i gonna go for a while i think. or idunno either. ahh.[/spoiler]

[b]Linniie[/b] you wanna talk about it? me confesses that.......... [spoiler] my hunnie woke me up on our monthsary.. i was like [i]"yello? *yawnnnss... hunn?"[/i] he thought my duty was on AM shift ... its good to hear his voice early in the morning though it made my day until when i went OL and he told me his internet will have to shut down for 2 days.. i miss my hunnie suuu much i read things in his facebook just now coz i just remembered my email.. hayzzz it makes me miss him more i can't stand this.. i hope he'll call me tonight..[/spoiler]

Last edited by ducheszv (2008-12-10 09:09:33)

I confess i really miss those person i knew in here!! deathsire,nelou... and everyone specially INI hope ur all ok guys.. YM: endlesz.waltz Let's chat Take care and Godbless!!!! - whey

[align=center][b][sup]-- Start Of Confession --[/sup][/b][/align] [spoiler][quote=deathsiren] My life's quite a mess, no not financially, not physically. I just feel like I'm a mess. Like everything's a mess. And all of a sudden I'm happy. I don't know. Mood swings. I hate this.[/quote] [sub]I feel the same as her , Im freakin neutral..like im freakinglishly happy and then il encounter sumthing then id b completly sad like wanting to cry,..but then if i get to talk to my bestfriend on the phone (making my ears burn ), id be laughing and happy agen or if i watch TV like TMZ or go to somewhere wheres normalization, id change my mood..and i feel like im getting emotional..is this a part of nearly 18??????i dont have a certain mood..WTEFH?! [/sub] [sub]I cant open my blog now..I dont knw if i sti have it [/sub] [sub]I miss my friends, i saw a frenchfries, burger, fastfood sum like stand here..and theres shake and gulaman and such..I miss hanging out with them there nd stuffing our faces wif food and jst laughing, killing eachother, eating, killing eachother, eating and killing eachother..but i jst dont miss that i alwez get to pay , yes theyre my friends![/sub] [sub]My niece invaded meeeeeee.. [i]may *toooot* dw cia[/i]..WTH?! the agony, the punishment, the painnnnnnnnn!! [/sub] [sub]On Dec 14, sumone will arrive..i wish she knows my bday is coming.. i wish i cud get a cool present or she wud give me papers [/sub] [sub]Im on Dial- Down..effing hate it..but i think my DSL wud comeback tonight or tomorrow..if it wont, my sis will "freakin" them agen..GO SIS!! **bowing** Awoo Awwooo Awooo! [/sub] [sub]Hmmm i jst notice, i dont have sumthing to buy or i plan to buy this xmas,, i kinda have it all alredi..a cool fone, a even cooler baby, memory card, my net, new pants, dresses (yes i jst found out im a girl and i cud wear dress ), sunglasses, watches..maybe il save money if i get some [/sub][/spoiler] [align=center][b][sup]-- End Of Confession --[/sup][/b][/align]

[b]i confess taht..[/b] [spoiler] i hate mah teacher because she doesn't allow me to take mah exams because of the financial statement.. i am very much with mah crush, hope he noticed me because of what i did to him. i posted fansisgns and i am happy. i just liek to do it mooore often..[/spoiler] [b]the end.. [/b]

i confess i want to boycot my class again... tsk3.... i really really want to take some rest.... I miss the old Ftalk....

i confess .. i cheating when exam *LOL