i confess [spoiler]now i feeling liek an alien ther. nobody care with me, im not moar than junk =x= i hate myself for this, i cant blame anyone because this pure my fault. i feel dissapointed. i feelin so stupid became myself. im not supposed to think liiek that. but it was teh truth for now. i think for leaving eptok for a while, since i think nobody need me there. everyone leave me, my friends, my crush, everyone i dun have anyone there, even i try to search some new friends. i hate being alone, i hate being suck liek this. i cant even smile when i go there. i hate this feeling. argh! i hope i cud back to old time. i wanna meet all my old friends there a real friends now i just rejected. amf i cant stop crying even for a minutes. i know i loev to cry, D: but idk why i hate this. its rilly hard to smile when ur heart hurting alot i always try to smile no matter why, but not for this time i feel liek a stranger there. i gonna go for a while i think. or idunno either. ahh.[/spoiler]