I confess that... I am not myself recently... I keep using the [img]http://i34.tinypic.com/65s4mq.jpg[/img] emoticon on YM, without realizing I was unhappy. I am contented with my life and I experience problems like everyone else.... Recently, I began to analyze myself, but my mind just ran in circles. I am busy with my studies, my various odd jobs and moderating. But it seems, fun lost its part on my life. For the past two years now. I kept working for my studies and for my family. I shared my laughs and cries, my joys and sorrows. But, I never actually felt my own emotions up until now. Sure, I have friends and online buddies to talk to... But, whatever I do... Some ghost of the past keeps haunting me. Sigh... Whatever... I think I am saying too much. Anyway, who would care about this confession? My anonymity blocks your sympathies. I am so confused lately... Is this a part of growing up? Sure, I can relax and lose some steam, but it never solves my thoughts and worries. Sigh... I confessing on this thread is kinda awkward, because I barely post here... Sigh... Anyway... Whatever... Back to reality.