wow i missed a lot in here... @ ej's topic Friendly sex. I named it friendly sex because it involves two people who treat each other as their friend. Have you ever been into this? What happened? Or you want to experience this? [spoiler]yeah correct how i wish i gave him my first. i had a guy friend, a very close friend actually he's my childhood friend so we are more closer than my ex's. i had feelings for him and i know that he feel the same way but we cannot spoil our being friends just because of the special feelings so we tend to look for realtionships to other people than having it ourselves. there's this night that i texted him congrats after they win their basketball game that night in our barangay liga, then i ask him if he's well cause he had injuries he got in that game, he said that he need comfort hehe, and he make lambing asking me to come to his house so we can watch movies together, that was late 9pm already, so i ask my cousin if she can accompany me to go to my friends' house that night and we go there together, that night when i came to my friends' house, he was with his other cousins, so we are like 10 people there in their house watching matrix... the climax of the story was, we almost get there.. that late night almost 11pm but faied because i resist. well getting into details all his cousins are gone and only me, my firend and my gurl cousin was left in their living room. then my cousin go to restroom i dont know why while my cousin is in the bathroom, my friend started kissing me, harder and harder, and his hands were everywhere up and down in my private area, i was really hesistant about what was happening but inside me there are only two things, 1. i like what he was doing because i love him already, 2. i dont want us to be caught in that situation because everybody knows that we are just friends... we almost have sex that time, i was naked in the upper but below i was really controlling the situation, he was totally naked and i can feel his presentness already. i was flattered cause i made him arrouse even if im hesitant. when i heard noise coming from the stairs i quickly get my things and put it in. and ran outside the house without my slippers hahahaha... that was very embarrasing asking him through text to wake my sleeping cousin in the bathroom and bring me my slippers back. glad that i never left my undies there [/spoiler] well im also glad that nothing special happens to us that night cause if it so our relationship as close friend will be ruined i know, after that incident he remain sweet to me like nothing happens to us taht is in fact nothing really happens, but i refuse being the same person to him again. he was a year younger than me and i dont want t be involve in my neighbor nwei. he apologize to me for what had happened and i told him that what might happen if we continue those. i look for a bf that time so he will stop treating me in a special ways again. that man after him happen to be my lifetime partner now...

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