I CONFESS... [b]Maye, Faith and Aya babe[/b] It's a state of being which we normally call [i]HEART BROKEN[/i]. v v [spoiler]1. That yes, at one point of our lives I felt happier than I've ever been in my entire life. 2. That although we lost [i]ALMOST[/i] everything (including our good relationship as friends), I still believe. That's it. I won't emphasize the fact that I believe in [b]US.[/b] Because you'll never see something like that again, I swear. 3. That I would also rather that I [b]DID NOT[/b] believe at anything at all. It's really good to listen but I prefer not to believe since most of us are liars (I'm saying this because I feel bad. No pun intended.). 4. That I have a secret. And nobody else knows this but my bestfriend: This fcking guy that I'm talking about is the reason why I did not attend school this year. I feel like there's no point in going on. I should have really stuck to my usual agenda. BEING LAZY. 5. I was NOT supposed to finish my high school this year but due to HIS persistence I studied day and night just to pass every subject that I'm taking in including my extra curricular activities. 6. I don't want to cry but there's no other way. And it's fcking crazy cause I still love him after all that had happened. Like, FCKING CRAZY. You can kill me now if you want.[/spoiler]