i confess that i cheat together w/ mah classmates last... PRELIM and PERIODICAL exam... lawl.. cause i didn't study mah lessons. and i dunn even understand it.. ~juliene~

[b]Duch[/b] Yeah. Like pounding and crushing your entire being into pieces. [b]I confess...[/b] [spoiler]1. That I'd rather die right now than continue the freaking life that I'm currently in. Although I look so damn happy or whatever, it's not everything that you're seeing. There's a lot more inside and they're not good. 2. That I actually want to rewind everything and hit pause while I'm sleeping. Keep it that way for about a minute, then hit play again. The few moments that my life will be paused, I won't feel the pain that's drilling onto my head, my heart, my fcking soul. In short, [b]THE WHOLE ME.[/b] 3. That you can consider my status now as: [i]BREATHING FOR LUCK[/i]. And I'm not getting any luck, obviously. 4. That I'd rather he [b]DID NOT[/b] love me in the first place. Or maybe that he [b]DID NOT[/b] love me at all. The fcking [s]LOVE[/s] complicates my life, his life, their lives. 5. That I'd rather we didn't know each other at all. Total strangers. And I have no plans of knowing him 'cause I know he'll break my heart. But I'm too late to realize that now. 6. That the forum's emoticons can never explain how I'm feeling now. Maybe if I'll use all the emoticons that existed ever since the World Wide Web began, I can show you how much I hate myself for doing stupid things in the [i]not so[/i] past time.[/spoiler] I'll be posting [b]LOTS[/b] of confessions since I don't have any reasons not to. Haaaaay.

[b]Ate Ayz[/b] i knw u can do it. .u'r a very strong girl. . superwoman ayt?!moi lurvez you. .i'm just here. . [b]Confessions[/b] [spoiler]1.You are always on my mind,u'r wrong if u think [s]not[/s]. 2.I will love you now and forever,u'r wrong if u think [s]not[/s]. 3.I'm missing you more than I have to,u'r wrong if u think [s]not[/s]. and I am hoping we can talk just like before. . I know u miss me,I miss u more baby! [/spoiler]

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I CONFESS... [b]Maye, Faith and Aya babe[/b] It's a state of being which we normally call [i]HEART BROKEN[/i]. v v [spoiler]1. That yes, at one point of our lives I felt happier than I've ever been in my entire life. 2. That although we lost [i]ALMOST[/i] everything (including our good relationship as friends), I still believe. That's it. I won't emphasize the fact that I believe in [b]US.[/b] Because you'll never see something like that again, I swear. 3. That I would also rather that I [b]DID NOT[/b] believe at anything at all. It's really good to listen but I prefer not to believe since most of us are liars (I'm saying this because I feel bad. No pun intended.). 4. That I have a secret. And nobody else knows this but my bestfriend: This fcking guy that I'm talking about is the reason why I did not attend school this year. I feel like there's no point in going on. I should have really stuck to my usual agenda. BEING LAZY. 5. I was NOT supposed to finish my high school this year but due to HIS persistence I studied day and night just to pass every subject that I'm taking in including my extra curricular activities. 6. I don't want to cry but there's no other way. And it's fcking crazy cause I still love him after all that had happened. Like, FCKING CRAZY. You can kill me now if you want.[/spoiler]

i confess that i dont wanna have a fight or to flame a member... im just suggesting whats the wrong w/ that??

[quote=As cicatrizes]than i'm obsessed with bill kaulitz. ....that im listening to their songs from 8am-12midnyt.... ..that i don't want to sleep coz i just want to listen to their songs... ..that i will buy a tokio hotel shirt maybe next week! ..that i missed "him".haven't seen him for a few days... ...that i wish i could marry bill kaulitz..... ....that i'll be a good wife to him..[/quote] [b]I'm glad you love them sis I'm glad you're watching the videos of their TH episodes that i introduced to you earlier..They're really one cool band [/b] [b]Bill ist ein heißer hübscher Junge[/b] [i][align=center][b] My Confessions For Today:[/b][/align][/i] [b] I've been so busy lately but i'm glad i get to spend some fun time with my rockmates at the egroup area To those members whom we kicked out in the egroup..It's nothing personal ayt? 3 more chapters to go...a few more days to go till the exam...arrghhh...i'm getting anxious...i need some Valium, Prozac or Ativan hehe I had my belly button pierced at a tattoo shop at Ayala...My dad freaked out! I wanna watch some new movies with my guy friend but there aren't any interesting movies to watch lately..just Babylon a.d., Death race..pretty boring I love surfing for Cool indie bands on myspace and when i find one i get their music straight on their myspace playlists using... magic! lol I felt bad pullling out a nursing student again for being unsterile in the operating room area..I have no choice..it's for the benefit of the patient The surgeon saw my piercing which was a bit visible on my skelanimals scrub suit and he asked me if it hurts..I told him it's just like a minor surgical procedure where they administer a local anesthetic and all that ..but no incisions involved! lol I will be busy for the next few days for the final coaching..I wil be missing my Rockmates! [i]Erinnern Sie sich, dass rockmates .. fortsetzen, sich zu schaukeln und einen Lärm machen! ^^ \m/[/i][/b]

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[b]i confess[/b] [spoiler][b] that i didnt understand commander's post.,lmfao! the only german words i know----> [i]ich liebedich and danke.[/i] i don't even know if it's spelling is right. i also confess,that this week and probably the next week, my room will always be blasting with tokio hotel songs... that next week,,,il be hoarding all the department stores here,the mall,boutique just to find a tokio hotel tshirt.. that i lalab my groupmates...commander,executor,general,the legend...many more!all op them that our electricity bill is only P1,000 php even though im using this computer 24/7.i dont turn this off. thank God. that me is so lonely here at the house.,that's why im online most op d time. that im beginning to change...for good! that i am planning to go to germany next year. (true) ich liebedich! (lmfao!trying hardwth)[/b][/spoiler]

frequently on confession? haha. owell, i was surprised to see twilight and newmoon books at my room. I was expecting to have it by tomorrow afternoon, and that i even thought that i would receive it by next week. that i'll be online for only a few hours so i can start reading. i'm still waiting for stocks of eclipse from powerbooks. * To those who are looking for breaking dawn, it's available @ powerbooks.com.ph, i have already ordered books there and was glad to have it delivered to me 3 days after the order.

I confess, i want to buy another Airsoft Gun..