I confess that.. -I cried last night because I feel guilty. (until now..) I have been judging my mom. because i thought she doesn't love my dad anymore. But the truth is.. she loves him so much. But since he is gone.. There is no use if my mom will stay single the rest of her life, right?. -I am not myself today. i am kinda..Lost. i mean.. Like i am flying somewhere.. argh.. -I Lol'd at my mom's question.. "Eney, bb, are you on drugs or something? Because you are kinda high..kinda out of this world..etc. blah blagh." And she even hit me. because i just laughed. -I super love it whenever me and my mom hit each other. Its like the way we show that we love each other. But she doesn't like it. -I did not sleep last night. Instead..i read another mystery book.