[quote=aysbeaux]The heart is hurting. Sweetie, stop feeling guilty. Please? I know you're doing what you can. I don't know if I should thank that girl for making you feel this way. Oh well.. if you think it helped you in any way, I'll deal with it.[/quote] Thanks labtim-ness. You're such a sweetie.. I'm fine, don't worry. I'm not changing anything. Hekhek, i'm too busy to mind too much people anyway. -- Anyway, i confess that today i got so euphoric with the enormous amount of allowance that i received this week that i gave a hundred to this old beggar who have an edema on the lower left and right quadrant of his back, possibly pus-filled but enough about that. I feel a great surge of empathy that i donated that money. i confess that i feel awkward confessing things that people usually ignore. I confess i miss labtim (ice) and gemandi (hanzel)