[b]I confess that.[/b] [spoiler] I wanna cry so much because of pain and disappointment when I saw him happily dating with his GF [She's his GF now] and I feel terribly sick about it. I almost cried when we got home still thinking of what had happened. :[ You know the feeling of being jealous mixed with a little melancholy and a never-ending heartache with such twist of agony and grief. I wanna tell him to forget me. Actually, There were two girls in his life: [s]Me[/s] and the one he's dating with. And He chose the girl he's dating with. and now they are, in a relaationship. Ang Me beacame PISSED, totally. Now my heart is extremely broken. and without doubt, I don't wanna hope for his love anymore. Because I already hope when I was still a High School Freshie [and Now, I'm a Junior] and I came up with nothing. ]]: Now all I got to do, is not hope for his love anymore, coz' the reality is... "He will never love me back" [i]*sobs then weeps*[/i] Though, I still continue helplessly loving him, I'll just be strong no matter what it takes. Enjoy life, be myself, drive myself closer to God, Love my family, laugh with my friends, Vanity, Leisure, Socialize, Freak out, Insanity, Thoughts, Imagination, and LOVE. Maybee when I find myself better, [: Then I'll find the bett[b]er One [/b]for me. [/spoiler]