[spoiler]hay i have lots of confession today, i better compile it for my last post in this thread - i confess that im becoming so unfair to that person, i better treat him nice for he was doing his best to please me. i confess that im so annoyed that he was treating me nice after all he said to me that moment that we made a heart to heart talk about "us". i confess i want to treat him nice also. i want to give him my concern without misinterpretations of my actions. i dont want him to think that we're back. i just wanted him to realize things about the situation for him to make his final decision of better and not so better results. -i confess that i hate it when he's treating me like im an immature person. i don't know how to react on his moods, yesterday i was ol all day and he was like very bz in i dont know what he was doing that time that he's saying brb's and then get offline and then go online again. i just missed him and i feel so set aside yesterday. do i really have to pm you first? i really hate long distance understandings... its always get into misunderstanding kase... coz you didn't feel the person. if only... - i confess that im just telling the truth about how i feel today, its like that im having tantrums, that's only for kids and i dont want to spoil everything that we had since we already talk about the things in the future and i don't want to lose you again [b]as if your really mine[/b] . i mean i dont want to lose the good treatments we now have to each other even if we're not with each other yet. - i confess i feel so lazy about what im doing here in my job. its so boring. i can't take it anymore, actually i want to get out of the system but i can't coz i have goals on earning more to do what will make me happy. if only i have that savings, but sad to say i have none. that's why im working so very hard for it. i dont want to be dependent to other people anymore. and because of "pride" i have to do it by myself without any help of anyone. and lastly i confess i feel so restless... my body needs a massage:D[/spoiler]