i confess i just woke up from 8pm sleep last night. i confess im so lazy nowadays, i dont want to go to office. i sended an e-mail to my immediate superior that im requesting an earlier endo but yet he didnt grant my request. i was expecting him to agree on all reasons i stated in my e-mail yet he didnt open that up to me for further personal discussion.. darn! being naive to my existence. i confess owh.. i dont know if it is the proper time for me to confess this one, just this month, i saw my old friend sweetheart at the ayala-buendia fx terminal. its been 5 years since we last talk. i remember that he supposed to be my lifetime partner if i have not met my present partner. we never talked since 2003 and after he found out that im pregnant with my bf year 2004 he never spoke to me again and later 2007 i heard that he also have his own family when i saw that person at the terminal, the initial reaction was saying hi and asking how was he all this time and a simple chit chat. he happen to ask for my celfone number and of course i gave it to that person. simply because we had past? nahhhh.. we're really close super very close friends. of all my past he was the only guy that happen to be my closest friend. i wish this confession will not be a BIG BIG ISSUE on my part. hmmmm im expecting that someone will react to this post and will ask me if i still have feelings for that person... well in advance i will answer yet uhmmm.. hmmm... maybe i better while i confess i really need to go to the office and make my formal turn over... i confess that im really excited yet sad on my opportunity in singapore. happy and excited to be there for work wow.. great income and so very super sad that i need to leave my only hope here -- kenzi. i will try to my hardest to succeed there so i can bring him also to where iam going.