I confess [spoiler]that I am finally moving on. But the painful part is I still remember some things that I really don't wanna remember. I wonder why I can't help it. Anyway it's ok. Because I know someday I'll learn to live with it and finally forget it. Anyway just sharing a little song revived by Lea Salonga just to summarize what really happend "Even If" [i]All those sleepless nights All the tears I cried All the pain I kept inside.. I kept asking myself why, You had to say goodbye Was it just a dream When u said to me, there was someone new in your life You could have at least lied. The truth just scared me.. Even if, you mean the whole damn world to me I can forget you wait and see I can be strong even without you.. I can't waste my life forever hoping you'd come back to me but deep inside I know I'll be waiting here for you.. [/i] Oh dear I'm soo stupid sharing this one again [/spoiler]